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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Monday, January 29, 2007 9:11 PM
decided to blog today. this few days not at home. kind of tired afte working for 3days. supposed to report to another place for job, but could not. was thinking about somethings on the way home just now.

seriously, i still could not stop all these nonsense. just like what the tomboy in the 7pm channel 8 show said, to forget someone you love is easier said than is being done. until now, i still could not get rid of the memories. until now, i just want to find something to replace the thoughts. i do not wish to think of you. but the thought just came as and when they like.

now there's another you who appear in my life. somehow, i just wish i know you better. there's seem nothing that we can talk. i tried to find topics to talk about, but the more we chat over sms, the more i felt that you are irritated by me. now i felt that i would not be given a chance at all. all i want to do now is to treasure our friendship. but i stil wish to see you on my birthday.

when i took the communion on 28th Jan, i just felt like crying. i just want to say God, I'm sorry for all the things that i have done, all the thoughts that i have thought. all the sins that i've committed. Give me more chance, i will not let you down. i will put my past behind and look forward to the future for the future is better and greater than the past. Amen!